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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Somehow, you just make me feel inferior and stupid.. and it just breaks my spirit. I'm trying to collect the broken pieces again. I never meant to avoid you.. But I feel discouraged everytime I'm around you.. and if I keep feeling like this, I'll never do well in A's.. It most probably was not intentional on your part, but the way you carry yourself, your actions and words, makes me feel like I'll never succeed.. I may be over sensitive, but I can't control them.. I'm sorry.. Again, it was never my intention to just shut you out.. But this is the only way I can slowly fix back my broken spirit and give my best for this last stretch of the race.. Once again, I apologise..
~4:42 PM
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Look at these water foorprints.. Expresses how I feel at the moment.. I made an impact and left footprints in the lives of my juniors, especially kayaking ones.. but how long will last? My presence will disappear and in my juniors' eyes, I would have never existed.. It is like the water footprint.. They may leave a mark at the moment but soon enough, they will evaporate and will forever disappear.. Isn't it sad? ):
~4:09 PM
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Somehow, you just make me feel inferior and stupid.. and it just breaks my spirit. I'm trying to collect the broken pieces again. I never meant to avoid you.. But I feel discouraged everytime I'm around you.. and if I keep feeling like this, I'll never do well in A's.. It most probably was not intentional on your part, but the way you carry yourself, your actions and words, makes me feel like I'll never succeed.. I may be over sensitive, but I can't control them.. I'm sorry.. Again, it was never my intention to just shut you out.. But this is the only way I can slowly fix back my broken spirit and give my best for this last stretch of the race.. Once again, I apologise..
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
Look at these water foorprints.. Expresses how I feel at the moment.. I made an impact and left footprints in the lives of my juniors, especially kayaking ones.. but how long will last? My presence will disappear and in my juniors' eyes, I would have never existed.. It is like the water footprint.. They may leave a mark at the moment but soon enough, they will evaporate and will forever disappear.. Isn't it sad? ):I feel like I'm not needed anymore.. They've moved on and gotten closer.. without me.. I'm just the past.. The history.. maybe, I was never a good captain to start with.. I was timid, a coward and never dared to venture out.. I stuck to the rules and because of this reason, kayaking never did go far.. but now with Jerrold and Baohui taking the lead, Kayaking is rising and stronger as ever.. And I was never a part of the process.. It saddens me alot.. I'm sorry, guys.. I shouldn't have been the one to start kayaking.. It should have been you guys.. Soar up high and bring kayaking to greater heights.. Take care..
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About me:
name: shazalyn
age: 19
school: NUS
birthday: 18 July
Love:
Dear!
children!
Hate:
driving instructor *nemesis*
chemistry
Wish List:
nice bags!
pretty clothes
silver bracelet
children *hint*
Memory Lane:
- I AM BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!! I have no job, no mon...
- Argh! I was doing some research on the computer wh...
- What a long day. Hmm.. Now staying up the whole ni...
- oh my god.... I finally passed my driving.. It see...
- Argh! Don't you just hate the feeling when you're ...
- Urgh! Today is such a lousy day! Thanks to my MOST...
- Argh.. So many deadlines coming up.. I'm dying...J...
- It's been quite a while since I last posted anythi...
- gosh.. The day is over.. Honestly, I didn't really...
- Oh man.. I've been so busy these past few days.. f...
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wanning
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xiaowei
jennifer
malina
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jess
samantha
serene
jiayee
1a
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steffi
yuky
clare
san
raudha
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azizah
elyana
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farhan
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syah
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fadhil
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