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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
it's been so long since i last blogged.. well, it's the third week of school.. but i still dread school.. well actually more of tj.. I've finally established the kayaking club.. it feels kind of good.. but today was horrible.. there was a huge change in the timetable and i ended at 3 today, instead of 12.30.. i waited for the bus for 30 mins before bus 31 came! then when the bus came, it was so packed; the bus captain didn't even open the door! I was feeling so frustrated already! because..today was the day for H3 classes in TJ.. and so many VJ people dropped at the bus stop.. i felt as though the wound was cut opened all over again.. i felt so depressed.. even after a year in TJ, I still can't accept being in TJ.. and what's worse, some of the victorians ignored me, like darren.. sigh.. I feel hatred towards victorian because some seem so arrogant that they are in VJ and i'm in tj so they can't even be bothered to say hi. but at the same time i longed to be in VJ and be accepted again in the society..
I still feel outcast in TJ.. whether it's in MCS or class.. we had the J1 orientation for MCS and i've never felt so left out before.. The J1 were sticking as one clump and so were the TA3s.. sigh.. I was with Aishah and stuff but she was sociable so she could mix around with everyone.. sigh.. I'm ever so demoralized.. i really can't wait to do my A's and get out of the school.. I can't wait to start afresh..
~6:23 PM
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it's been so long since i last blogged.. well, it's the third week of school.. but i still dread school.. well actually more of tj.. I've finally established the kayaking club.. it feels kind of good.. but today was horrible.. there was a huge change in the timetable and i ended at 3 today, instead of 12.30.. i waited for the bus for 30 mins before bus 31 came! then when the bus came, it was so packed; the bus captain didn't even open the door! I was feeling so frustrated already! because..today was the day for H3 classes in TJ.. and so many VJ people dropped at the bus stop.. i felt as though the wound was cut opened all over again.. i felt so depressed.. even after a year in TJ, I still can't accept being in TJ.. and what's worse, some of the victorians ignored me, like darren.. sigh.. I feel hatred towards victorian because some seem so arrogant that they are in VJ and i'm in tj so they can't even be bothered to say hi. but at the same time i longed to be in VJ and be accepted again in the society..
I still feel outcast in TJ.. whether it's in MCS or class.. we had the J1 orientation for MCS and i've never felt so left out before.. The J1 were sticking as one clump and so were the TA3s.. sigh.. I was with Aishah and stuff but she was sociable so she could mix around with everyone.. sigh.. I'm ever so demoralized.. i really can't wait to do my A's and get out of the school.. I can't wait to start afresh..
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About me:
name: shazalyn
age: 19
school: NUS
birthday: 18 July
Love:
Dear!
children!
Hate:
driving instructor *nemesis*
chemistry
Wish List:
nice bags!
pretty clothes
silver bracelet
children *hint*
Memory Lane:
- I AM BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!! I have no job, no mon...
- Argh! I was doing some research on the computer wh...
- What a long day. Hmm.. Now staying up the whole ni...
- oh my god.... I finally passed my driving.. It see...
- Argh! Don't you just hate the feeling when you're ...
- Urgh! Today is such a lousy day! Thanks to my MOST...
- Argh.. So many deadlines coming up.. I'm dying...J...
- It's been quite a while since I last posted anythi...
- gosh.. The day is over.. Honestly, I didn't really...
- Oh man.. I've been so busy these past few days.. f...
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- November 2007
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sharron
arica
wanning
lichu
shazwani
jazzy
leeza
xiaowei
jennifer
malina
cheryl
jess
samantha
serene
jiayee
1a
liching
steffi
yuky
clare
san
raudha
madeline
azizah
elyana
matt
lauises
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farhan
hakeym
syah
jedidah
fadhil
shahidah
fizah
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