Saturday, September 20, 2008

Look at these water foorprints.. Expresses how I feel at the moment.. I made an impact and left footprints in the lives of my juniors, especially kayaking ones.. but how long will last? My presence will disappear and in my juniors' eyes, I would have never existed.. It is like the water footprint.. They may leave a mark at the moment but soon enough, they will evaporate and will forever disappear.. Isn't it sad? ):
I feel like I'm not needed anymore.. They've moved on and gotten closer.. without me.. I'm just the past.. The history.. maybe, I was never a good captain to start with.. I was timid, a coward and never dared to venture out.. I stuck to the rules and because of this reason, kayaking never did go far.. but now with Jerrold and Baohui taking the lead, Kayaking is rising and stronger as ever.. And I was never a part of the process.. It saddens me alot.. I'm sorry, guys.. I shouldn't have been the one to start kayaking.. It should have been you guys.. Soar up high and bring kayaking to greater heights.. Take care..
~4:09 PM
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About me:
name: shazalyn
age: 19
school: NUS
birthday: 18 July
Love:
Dear!
children!
Hate:
driving instructor *nemesis*
chemistry
Wish List:
nice bags!
pretty clothes
silver bracelet
children *hint*